Monday, 26 February 2018

Turning something that could be ugly into something beautiful and inspiring 🌈

Everything that you've been through, everything that you're going through doesn't make your life uglier although it may seem that way when we're going through it.

It's up to us to choose to paint or struggle with gold and make it beautiful.

You can pick yourself up and learn from past to be a better person because of the struggles that you've been through.

You can wear your scars proudly as a badge of honor as if to say ' look at what I've been through, it made me who I am today and I can get through anything that life put in front of me now '

Remember !
Nobody has had a perfect life and nobody ever will.

Don't be ashamed of what happened to you. Everything that happened has happened to you for reasons. Don't get stuck on how things used to be.

Every next level of your life will demand a new you and sometimes it takes you to be broken in order to become the new version of you.

Wednesday, 21 February 2018

Hey Crush ! ( day - 233 )

I just really like your smile and just the way you are.

Ps : I'm writing this not to freak you out or gotta judge me as cringe. It's just for the first time in life ( means in the my age of teenager ) for me having such persistence feelings toward one human being 

Strange 💡

I feel guilty when I'm being weird around that person 😌

I don't want to admit that I enjoyed talking to .....

I just don't want to get so happy because I don't want to weird that person out.

Tuesday, 20 February 2018

Monday, 19 February 2018

Mom wanted to surprise me 💯😮😮

Allahuakbar. Mommy was not replying my texts and I get pathetic. So I called her just now to know what's happening. She answered my call and she told me that she had discharged from HUSM kubang kerian already and she'll return home by tomorrow. I'm very shocked 😮😮😮

Sungguh adventurous mommy kali ni 😮 I'm speechless 😰😰

Sunday, 18 February 2018

Day 9 without mom

Mom supposed to discharge today. But nah, she's not allowed to go home due to her blister 😌

We go all the way from Kuala Terengganu to fetch her. I was very excited. But its tu turned out like this... We returned home and didn't go kota bharu as our plan 😪😪

Saturday, 17 February 2018

Depression 🌧

As people know, I've been experienced a long term depression before until I didn't come to school for 8 to 9 months. I missed so many classes from form 1 to form 2.

I was beaten down until I though that I will never rose up and shine. I was 'buried up' alive